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Addendum – Online Daddy
My tired brain, just woke up and realise that the brain dump of my thoughts from the evening in my last post was … not well written. I’m still processing the thoughts but my brain has definitely latch on to a number of ways I didn’t express myself well and could come across REALLY wrong.Continue reading “Addendum – Online Daddy”
Online Daddy
Just generally thinking this evening while talking to sissy solidified some things in my head about what I need, what I want, and what I can work with at the moment. At the moment the thing that I crave and really feel like I need is the non-sexual side of the DD/lg dynamic while IContinue reading “Online Daddy”
Artist Wanted
Also, Last year sometime I tried to commission a couple of artists on fiverr. Per their profiles I messaged them first about what I was looking for. Neither of them got back to me at all. (No I wasn’t being a beggar or asking for discounts or anything, I assume that the NSFW component mightContinue reading “Artist Wanted”
CC – New hobbies
Okay so after the depressing post yesterday I decided for something short and light today, there will probably be a lot of short and light stuff while I try and get a routine happening again and get posting on the regular back into it. So over the last 3 or so months I’ve taken upContinue reading “CC – New hobbies”
MHM – I don’t know anymore
I’m not going to start posts after absences anymore with “I’m sorry I’ve been gone” or “I promise I’m back”. Because I don’t need to be sorry for taking care of, or trying to take care of myself, and I don’t need to make anyone any promises on my own blog, do I? So I’mContinue reading “MHM – I don’t know anymore”
LJ – Quiet again
So I’ve been quiet again. I’ve been struggling again. I haven’t been seeing my shrink because work has been crazy and lockdown again. I need to start digging back out of the hole again, so I cleaned my room today. I ordered yoga props and am going to start out slow with yin yoga, reviewContinue reading “LJ – Quiet again”
MHM – Living with others while living with depression
I didn’t do a MHM this week because I’m still processing some stuff. But I wanted to share a post I did back in 2016 on my old blog. Because at the moment, while I’m working so hard to reach my goals etc, a lot of it is bubbling around. Not a lot of contactContinue reading “MHM – Living with others while living with depression”
Sexuality – Let’s get controversial
So today I randomly decided I wanted to see the bisexuality flag. The pansexual flag was mentioned in a book I’m reading (honest it was lunch break not avoiding work) and I was like “hmmm so many flags, I’mma check em out”. So I found the bisexual flag. Then I thought “Why is this aContinue reading “Sexuality – Let’s get controversial”
LJ – what’s been happening?
When I became a man I put away childish things, including the fear of childishness and the desire to be very grown up. C.S. Lewis So I haven’t been doing much exciting in the last week. I did wake up on Saturday and think “I need to do something, something’s gotta change” so I reconfigured myContinue reading “LJ – what’s been happening?”
Dating – So I had a date …
So I had my first date last Thursday night. It was chill. No real connection there and I haven’t heard from him since, but it’s okay, I didn’t think it was actually going to be more than friendship if anything anyway. Over the course of texting it became pretty obvious, but I figured I couldContinue reading “Dating – So I had a date …”
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